Birthday

*looks at clock* Okay, it's about an hour and a half past my birthday now~ Turned 19 yesterday, and had a small celebration with weilin~ :D Thanks, Lady boss~! ^__^

To be honest, that's the first proper celebration I had in years on the actual day of my birthdate. Mainly because my birthday usually falls on the weekdays...^^;; in the past, when I was younger, I would celebrate with my family. We'll go out and eat, buy a cake and cut it at home and such, then take photos. Years later, both sisters have jobs that ended quite late at night, which leads to the slow death of this tradition.

It's abit sad, really.

I think that's probably why birthdays are starting to lose their meanings to me. What makes a day special? It's special when people makes it different from the rest of the days. Birthdays used to be special to me as, well, people celebrated my birth into this world. But without this tradition, wouldn't it make this day just like any other ordinary day?

If I'm an optimistic person, I would say 'then everyday is my birthday'. LOL~

To weilin: I'm very touched and happy with the effort you made for me today. But I guess the reason why I wasn't very shocked or surprised might be due to the fact that I didn't felt like it was my birthday...though for that one moment, when the cake was infront of me, it seemed surreal to me that I'm turning one year older...

Thank you for accompanying me today.

なんか存在内の感じがいる...一寸悲しく寂しい...